even it's long abandoned.
Inevitably feeling stupid,
every time I look back to my previous blog post after a long time (this time 6.5 months),
I'm amazed (and startled) by how emotional my thoughts can be.
Very different from other blogs I've passed by,
feelings and emotions (not necessarily right) are the things I like to share,
even they are stupid to be looked back.
The most significant thing that changed in these 6.5 months is,
my relationship status.
I know it's crazy how I dedicated a long post to explain why I had spent my whole life being single,
and the next couple of months,
I was out of the circle.
But the truth is,
I was, in fact still am, surprised by how magically fast it happened.
Love is the best thing to do (in Feb post),
having met her only firms this statement.
It's magical, or even beyond magical,
how holding hands can give so much warmth,
how hugging can feel so safe and relieving,
and how seeing her smile can explode your mind.
She is a wonderful girl,
both externally and internally.
She is so kind and beautiful that I remind myself she deserves more than anything I can ever give her.
That's why I never stop giving more commitment and effort to match what she is deserving.
I wanna thank her,
for changing my life so much, of course positively.
Thoughts. Appearance. Body. Love. Future. And everything.
I'd never do what I'm doing right now if I hadn't met her.
Love is a lifetime responsibility.
But if you pick it right, it becomes a lifetime reward.
This is what I wrote in the February post about love, when I was still single.
And now, I feel like I'm having a grab on the lifetime reward.
I love you, Joyce.
Happy 6 months.
