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Not the first time I talk about the scary part of growing up, but everyday the idea lives in my mind vividly, and the fact that we are turning 20 only intensifies the terrify. Assuming that we only live until 60 years old, from a very psychological view, being 20 seems like somehow reaching a particular stage of life to achieve something different. Also, I believe most of us have already realised by now, as we grow up, we have more responsibilities on our burden, we have a higher consumption of money, we have less time to do the things we like. From a literal view, Being 19 is still considered a teenager, being 20 signifies that you have crossed the line of teenage years and have to be officially declared a young adult. I remembered when I was young, I wanted to grow faster, I wanted to work rather than study. I wished I could be 18 very soon so that I could get more freedom and do many different things. Right now, I just wish I could stop growing up, I just wish I could be forever 20. I can't accept that we are growing older, but I guess it's just the way it has to be. Though I'm afraid of growing up, but I still look forward to building a family, having my own children, living an entirely independent life with the people I love. And I guess these are the main reasons that make me still fight very hard for my future. I hope you are well,
be nice to everyone.

Wanderlust
don't die before your death