that makes holiday seem especially precious.
Last year in MUFY,
I planned two or three holiday trips even before the sem break started,
and when I was free between the trips I would ask my friends to go fancy cafes to just talk about how life has been.
I never wanted to spend one second at home.
It just felt like the air outside was forever more delightful.
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And now I'd rather stay at home whole day just to do the things that I'd craved to do in the last few months.
Read. Watch movies. Learn to cook a bit. Listen to music. Play football. Procrastinate. Lay on bed. Contemplate.
Anything but to leave this house.
The main reason behind the story is,
I spent my last four months,
incredibly busy with my coursework and engineering life.
Endless torturing projects and assignments.
Before the torture ended, the study week for final exams began.
And in the last four miserably hectic months,
there was no one day I craved for the breath of freedom.
And that's why.
There are people who say university life gives you the best four years of study life,
I will never one day understand the mystery of the statement.
And friends, kindly reminder,
as far as I am concerned, this statement cannot be more fallacious.
But strangely,
I kinda enjoy my life in the last four months.
Not that I'm a submissive person and I like to be tortured,
but in those months,
I think I really lived for every second,
like there was no one second wasted on little things,
like the feeling you have after finishing a report,
you feel like you are so productive and useful.
I guess this is what growing up means,
you slowly understand things psychologically,
and you perceive life differently and more maturely everyday,
your expectations and values of life change accordingly.
Sometimes looking at how much we've grown up,
it can be really funny, or frightening.
But of course,
there's also some beauty in growing up too.
