I only get the chance to update my blog now.
But to be honest, I kinda enjoy the 'hecticness'.
It makes me feel like I'm not wasting any single second,
like I'm having an unforgettably meaningful year.
Time to brag.
After a long killing wait,
I finally got my SPM results.
As you all know, I got straight As.
When I first knew the news through SMS on my friend's car,
I screamed so loudly and almost cried.
The result means everything to me,
It means hard-work is supposed to be paid,
it means that if you are willing to sacrifice something, you will get something better than your sacrifices,
that if you have a legitimate dream and fight for it, your dream is no longer unachievable.
And I got 10k tuition fee reduction as a scholarship from Sunway College,
and my daddy said that 10k would be mine anyway hahahaahhahahahaha.
Work hard, play hard!
Almost all my friends in MUFY have girlfriend,
and I'm still single.
What's worse is, 15 days ago,
my nerdy good friend found one too.
So I start to wonder if it's time for me to get one too,
but my conviction is always that I want to know the girl well before we become anything.
However, my friend, who claimed he is an experienced love expert, said that my conviction was wrong.
He stated that the best timing to start a relationship is when you barely know the girl,
and that's when you still crave knowing each other,
that's when you find each other interesting.
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And I also told him that I always wanted love to happen naturally,
like when the right girl appears in my life I will know she is the right one,
not like compelling yourself to love someone that's not 'right'.
But then again, he opposed my conviction.
He continued that if I didn't seize the chance even though she was not 'right',
I would never get a girlfriend.
He also elaborated that waiting for true love to happen is too dramatic and impractical.
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Before our extreme arguments came to an end,
he said that the major problem of me still being single was,
I'm too childish.
I'M TOO CHILDISH!
I don't know if he is right about everything that he argued with me,
but I think right now,
I really enjoy being single,
not being restricted or manipulated by anyone.
And most importantly,
I don't have to spend money on my girlfriend yet,
so I can instead spend money on the clothes and shoes I love, the albums I wanna buy, food I crave.
In other words,
at this moment, I mean first months of being 18,
I'd rather go shopping alone and buy anything I want and be friends with every girl than spend most of my time watching movie eating supper talking gross speech with a girl.
