let's be reminded that today is a big day,
it's Taylor Swift birthday!
She is 25 now.
See,
I have loved her since she was 22,
And I have wished her four times in a way she never sees.
But strange feelings strike me when I ask myself,
"Am I still possible to love her when she was 50?"
I don't get an answer still,
guess I won't get an answer in a decade too.
People are people they change all the time,
when she is 50 I will be 44.
I know nothing about my 44.
Nothing.
17 hasn't been a good year to me.
Spent almost whole year preparing SPM,
and then right after SPM,
having to undergo the pain of separation between my friends.
One thing 17 is noticeably good to me is,
I learnt to be grown.
Actually I'm still learning.
In terms of treating everybody around you nicely,
even someone you don't like;
In terms of appreciating the presence of your friends,
they have irreplaceable importance in our lives;
In terms of so many things that I'm so lazy to type.
Everything that we are learning in this adolescent age is to make us more mature.
Mature is not a simple word, though.
So,
I finished the Divergent book after 7 days,
I expected it to be shorter,
but it's a wholly engaging book that I don't want to skip one single word.
And then right after finishing the book,
I watched the Divergent movie.
Movie is awesome,
but comparatively lousy to the book.
It's morally illegal to change the story too much,
because it might mislead people about the moral values and thoughts and expressions that Veronica Roth strove to tell.
But,
the love between Tobias and Tris is cool.
Really cool.
I already know they are gonna fall in love in their first interaction,
I am a clever reader.
Next book will be Insurgent.
Know it will be a book all about fighting and war and blood.
You know why?
Because I am a clever reader.
Special message to Eng Yi,
If I had to use just a word to describe you,
it would be either dark or food.
But if you want me to pretend, it can be friendships or helpful.
You are not girly and a typical girl.
Typical girls don't eat a lot of food,
and keep being attracted to handsome guys,
which I somehow detest.
Life is too short to be Victoria Secret's model isn't it?
That's one thing that lived deep inside my brain,
you know the poker thing,
we were too childish to do that weren't we?
But I'm pleased,
that we dealt with this thing so nicely.
Facebook post, threatening opposition, calling people to like, meeting SJC, receiving public complaint and everything.
That was the worst thing in my high school life.
We kind regret that we aren't extremely close to each other,
of course in a friend way,
just think you might be a ideal friend,
because you are outgoing, cheerful, straightforward.
We are those friends that can limteh until midnight.
There is no need to doubt because we have done this.
And to be honest,
I look forward for your next arrival to Jenjarom.
we can make it until morning that time!
And I swear I won't let you going home by bus alone again.
