Started to feel lazy to update blog.
Knowing that only 2,
or even less person do visit my blog frequently,
that's kind of depressingly immotivational.
But I'm still here,
because massive things happened in these two days.
Yesterday,
which I skipped blogging after a successive 5-day update,
or 4,
was a significant day in my life.
It was the first time I driving to school from home,
alone,
without any assist.
And I got home safely.
Quite inspiring isn't it?
In the way to school,
I was playing the best album - 1989 by Taylor Swift.
Must mention that it was helpful in driving for me haha.
And when Shake It Off was playing,
and the part 'Heartbreakers gonna break break break break break' got me like brake 5 times.
I'm serious.
I really did that.
And that was really exciting.
Perks of being a swiftie guess?
Today is worth mentioning too.
I went to The Big Bad Wolf Book Sale.
You can't believe it.
There are literally millions of books there.
Got my eyes really tired searching for wanted books.
One more thing you can't believe,
I bought 10 books for RM78 only,
10 prominent fictional books by award-winning authors.
Sorry if I make you jealous.
I watched The Penguins of Madagascar,
after a terrible booksearching.
To mention,
this was my first time watching movie alone.
But it's good,
I could really be myself,
laughing like there's no one around,
plus no one getting my popcorn, which I detest.
When I watch movies,
I have to have my very own popcorn.
And,
the movie was hilarious too.
I recently watched Grown Ups 2,
it officially became the most funny movie in my life,
you just can't stop laughing watching it.
But it's a little yellow.
Special message to Er Yen:
When I think of you,
I immediately think of cold war.
You know right?
That was our last year of being schoolmates,
how could we end it up that way?
When we had been really nice between each other in Junior 2,
and then suddenly we became strangers in Junior 3,
I just think it shouldn't have happened.
If it hadn't happened,
we would have been nicer, wouldn't we?
It could easily became the top 20 regrets in my life.
Just kidding, I don't even remember 5 regrets in my life now.
But have to thank you,
you know in our Loyalty class,
there weren't boys that I could get along,
so I happened to get along with girls.
But we were only good in Junior 2 right?
what we were in Junior 1?
I'm just forgetful.
And I remember going to your house twice in Junior 2,
one for maybe hanging out (said I'm forgetful),
one for 中秋晚会.
One thing I still remember vividly is your glass ceiling in your toilet,
what made it special is,
I kept wondering,
what if a crow stops by?
that would be very awkward showering under a black crow.
And,
our birthday is close,
actually just less than one day,
you was a morning kid and I was a midnight born, right?
And I remember you giving me birthday present every year.
Statistically,
you are the only two friends of mine who give me present in every birthday of my secondary school life.
But erm,
I din't give you on your 16th and 17th.
Still got 3 souvenirs, yea.
one from Australia, one from Shanghai, one from somewhere in the world that I already forgot.
You are a really nice friend,
NO DOUBTS.
you treat friends really nice,
you approach them when they are down,(but when you're down you let no one approach)
you remember birthdays,(do you?)
well, I'm bad at saying good words.
When you whatsapp-ed me months back,
and you told me you were kind of sad you couldn't find a really close friend or sth,
I felt unfair because you deserved more,
in terms of how you treat your friends.
One more thing,
until now I still remember your nerd and funny laughter.
although we haven't talked to each other in almost two years,
or maybe 3.
I felt unexpectedly down when the separation took over in Junior 3.
I remember sitting in the back of the bus in the graduation trip,
heading back to school,
and I somehow wished time paused,
because first, I wasn't pleased with how we finished the year,
plus second, anyone with brain knew that after that day, we wouldn't be making too many contacts.
And it happens.
Even when you came back to school in 挥春比赛,
we din't talk for a minute, literally.
But I saw you,
I love your brown hair,
it suits you perfectly,
I told you I think.
And bad thing was,
you became a little plump,
and your childlike laughter was still the typical one.
Move to your school leaving.
You have changed a lot,
you are feisty, outgoing, energetic as you weren't in junior.
I cannot make too many comments on the 17-year-old Eryen,
because we haven't talked for so long and it's not right to make comments merely by your pictures or tweets.
One question,
is The Show by Lenka still one of your favourite songs?
I have asked you about your future like 3 times,
and every time you gave me different answers.
But this time you are certain right,
less than one month to decide.
Taylor's A level.
I have 4 or 5 friends getting there,
you might know them if you keep being certain,
and my friends are cool no worry haha
Yea we should really hang out more,
which we only did once in the past,
we can meet so easily at Sunway Pyramid that I just walk there and you maybe take a 5-minute drive if you know how to drive by the time.
Okay, it's not good to talk too much here,
need to leave some subjects for our next meet,
I suspect it will be at 挥春比赛.