So here I am.
SPM is finally over,
like finally,
it gets so long to reach finally.
But honestly,
every day before the examination was cruelly suffering,
anyhow I got through it,
and the literally most important exam of my life was over.
However,
life after SPM isn't as good as I first thought.
Imagination was I would read novels everyday,
watch some really nice movies,
go to some classes to learn some abilities.
But the reality is staying at home every single day,
being wasted and finding stuff to kill time(blogging is one of the stuff),
letting everyday become more and more monotonous.
But somehow,
I don't care about being wasted,
I have worked so hard this year,
from January to November,
getting one-month rest is kind of reasonable isn't it?
And I have a story to tell here.
Just got back from my class trip.
The best trip that I've ever taken part,
weirdly,
I organised that.
Since I decided to leave school next year,
so I expected some sentimental scenes before the trip,
and they happened.
The night was so special.
when 34 of us spent approx 5 hours to talk about our feelings towards each other,
The night was so sincere.
So amazing.
I never expected myself to cry.
But I did.
Worse, it's sobbing like a baby.
But the point is,
getting to know your friends really appreciate the friendships between us,
it's so valuable and worth crying.
I don't like separations.
Nobody does actually.
I half cried when I underwent the separation in Junior 3 as well.
Btw, I really love my friends,
and I will love them forevermore.
Even though time fades things,
but it will never fade our friendships,
I challenge this with God.
PS: I actually have many things to tell, but my hols just started. I have quite a lot of time to kill in the next 2 months. So I have to keep things up.
By the way,
I will have this 'special message section' everyday,
for every 'good' friend that I made in my secondary school,
Special message to Lee Lee,
one of my best friends in secondary school:(I can say it now because my secondary school life is over)
You are something really important in my life,
I mean whole life.
There's no doubt that your existence changed my life so much.
Seems like I've repeated this like 300 times,
but truth is truth,
every time when I was down in Junior life,
you would be the first one realizing it,
you would be the first one approaching me consoling me.
You don't know how much it meant to me,
but I could feel its warmth every single time,
and I sincerely appreciate it.
And,
You gotta know you are so real, truthful, honest, helpful, optismistic, funny, conscientious. and so so so so on.
I feel so honoured to have you as my friend,
One thing makes you really special is,
you are always sincere.
You never seem containing lies,
you always treat your friends nicely.
And you made me so special,
when I'd told no one I continued blogging,
but you realized it yourself,
you're still you,
always caring about your friend.
When people give me a paper of memories or kind of that thing,
I'd rather keep it for a long time than read it immediately.
Because I want to have something that exists between us for a long time,
even separation has to take over.
I will read it when the time is right. :)
And, thanks for being amazing in my life in the last 5 years.
I can't thank you more!
Can I be a lil greedy to ask for 5 more years? hahaha
All the best in your UEC.
When you are married,
do invite me,
I wanna attend your wedding,
and tell your husband how amazingly lucky he is to marry you!
Friends forever, okay?
