I'm now back.
Still the same,
Depressed. Depressed. Depressed. Endlessly Depressed.
Now,
I am organising two class activities at the same time,
one is class party (6/9),
one is class trip (2/12-5/12),
and I still have my SPM revision to fight.
So this is what happened to my busiest week.
Organising class activies is NEVER an easy stuff.
First of all,
you have to collect the money from everyone,
and you know there are always SOMEONE who seems not to give the money in forever.
Second,
you have to buy and prepare the food and the relevant equipments.
From words you can see how complicated it is.
Third,
planning games.
Fourth,
games rehearsal.
Fifth,
dealing with the farking faces which show I dont wanna go because I have tuition or I love my home or whatever.
And today,
My day was totally ruined by this.
Two of my classmates told me that they can't make to the class trip,
because they have Junior 3 class trip to go.
And I am the first to tell them the date,
and try not to have anything collides with this date.
They still do.
And looking at them,
I told myself,
This is my last year here my last year organising class trip my last year seeing you,
and you selected to ruin everything.
Everything between us.
When I'm sacrifcing my SPM revision organizing this class trip,
you chose your junior 3 class trip over mine.
Of course I replied them just an okay.
*Two are both my good friends.
Worse, one of them is my aforementioned crush. You dont know how bad it feels. She dint even bother to attend the trip. So now I have a legitimate reason to hate her.
