It was another ordinary day for me,

again.

Waking up at 6:30a.m..

Having ordinary breakfast.

Having boring classes.

Preparing SPM for freaking 3 hours AS USUAL.

Listening to my favourite songs.

Writing this blog post that no 10 ppl in this world will see.

And being okay with the fact that pimples still growing up on my already pimpleful face.

I found that many friends around me started to be in a relationship.

And the figures increase enormously lately.

Then I started to think,

in a serious way,

is it the right time for me or us to do so?

Then I have this conclusion.

Maybe for others, they are fine with being in a relationship.

But I'm not.

I have more important thing to do this year.

I wanna get the best results that I am able to get in SPM.

I have my dreams to fight.

So love is not something that I'm really looking forward to right now.

Even though I've developed a meager crush on someone

Of course another main reason is,

No one loves me hahahaha. *I am fine with this

Apparently because of my pimply face.

What I am saying is,

when you wanna step into 'love',

you have to be fully prepared,

because love is not just a simple four-letter word.

But as far as I'm concerned,

17 years old is an APPROPRIATE age to do so.

Sorry for blogging incoherently,

I know this is a bit disorder.

My mind seems not to function well at night.